All In

We are no longer living day to day around here, time is now marked in 12 hour increments. That's how quickly things are changing and progressing.

Phil had another MRI this morning and the cultures have yielded more definitive results. Today has been a big and unfortunately, very difficult day. The cultures show absolute evidence of a mixed bacterial and fungal infection in the sinuses and henceforth in the brain. The fungus is called Mucormycosis and is very common in diabetics and immunosuppressed patients. The MRI shows advancement since yesterday of the infection to involve new portions of the brain. So despite having been on high doses of antibiotics and antifungals, ground is not being gained.

The optimal treatment for this fungus is surgical debridement, which although radical, is Phil's best chance for eradicating the infection. Combined with his antifungals, tomorrow morning he will be having a very involved neurosurgery to remove his left sinuses, his left eye and orbit and portions of his left brain that are infected and non-functioning anyway. It's hard core -- as if it wasn't before. During the next several weeks his chemotherapy will have to be put on hold lest any further immunosuppression allow the Mucor to take the upper hand.

We are awaiting the final debriefing from the team of surgeons and are covering Phil with our prayers and love. We (Jeff, David, Anita and I) are also telling stories and laughing a bit too. Phil is tired and a bit fearful for tomorrow's events but he is also ready to go. He's not one to sit back and do nothing if there's something to be done. He's going for it. Bravest man I know, facing down terrible odds and "fighting a raging fire in the middle of a hurricane".

If Phil were playing poker, I'd say he was all in. Trusting God, and all in.